I've always been a huge music lover. Music speaks to me. When I hear a song, I relate to it...you know? So much has been going on in my life lately, and I haven't been able to find the words to talk about any of it, so I'm going to use songs.
Issue #1...most importantly, my life at home. It is in shambles, and has finally come to a crossroads. Decisions have been made, soon it will be permanent. This song says it best I think:
This saddens me...but well, the song says it all I think.
Another thing in my life that I haven't been able to find the words for. Maybe seeing the above will help bring some clarity to that other situation, as to why I haven't been able to find a way to deal with it, not that I don't WANT to...just can't handle any additional stress now :( Here is a song for you:
What do I want out of life? This song has always made me cry because it is what I strive for, maybe someday now I will find it:
For now....can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?? I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now....
